Sometimes we look back at all the pain and complication and cannot remember how it got so bad. All the mistakes, all the wrongs road, the disappointments, the tears and the lies and still cannot say how we traveled so far leaving a trail of bleeding feet in these sands we hope won't forget.
We expect that our love will be reciprocated, but the only thing we get to hear is " I am sorry". How many more sorry would be sorry enough?
We expect that all our dreams will come true, but they don't quite come the way we dream, the unanswered prayers, the demands not met.
The point is we were missing something...missing understanding, freedom, clarity of vision above everything love.
When we find someone we love it is always about what we want and need, never a thought to what they want and if we fit into their plan. Love may love us but not in the way we want to be loved and that don't mean love don't love us.
We may pray so hard with conviction that we deserve answers but not exactly, are we honestly ready for that which we pray? Have we pondered on what God says?
Quitting is an option for some but the greatest healing is when we see God in ourselves, in others and in every situation. Everything is for a reason, and when we find that which we are missing, we may as well find faith in abundance and strength to consider quitting whenever we are faced with the option and say " I am sorry" but am no quitter.
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